3rd eid

today,
spending more time
missing you even more :)

da na dkt maghrib bru kuwa jumpe rafique the bodyguard and his wifey
kami pegi lepak kat lumut.
mereka sgt sweet. saya jealous :)
klu itik ade mesti besh ^^

kami kemudian pergi oldtown.
mommy da jnji na bgik adiah kat rafique.
tp dye ta sempat jumpe mama
on behalf of her aku belanja dlu. claim back later. he he he

akram joined us. then ara
we went to the place that they called "lumut blkg" -___-"
lepak dan lepak
mereka sibuk bermanja manjaan
aku sibuk bertikam lidah lagi dgn dye. smpai batt hp aku habis
taw la call free kan syg -__-"
ha ha ha

then mama call mara
cuz it's already latee.
sorry mom, sorry dad.
kakak bkn bwat slalu.
i just wanna hang out.
thats all.
klu org pandang serong
it's ppl's opinion
i cant stop them.

home at 2.30 am.
i cant sleep
i'm still missing u
aku cube tgk camprock2 yg aku donlod smlm
sambil2 tu.
mengadu kat abg.
hey abg, igt tak ko kate aku kerek la. ape la
but we're good now kan?
thanks fer the advice
feeling much better
and oh, thanks fer calling :)

jam skrg tunjuk kul5.20
i'm still awake
and still missing u hunn
da habis cite camprock2
and somehow
i feel motivated -___-"
untuk siapkan ass ignment yg menimbun
and start to think
how to make this relationship aint as complicated as it used to be
i hope it'll work out :)

p/s: mama kate, esok jan kuwa dah. oh no. tp nnt muhammad hafiz blk bole tak kk na kuwa nan dye? kk jnji kk blk awal :)

hari raya ke2

suda masuk raya ke2
mama dah selamat sampai di johor.
left me n my dad
nemankan abah ke kedai around 1pm
then niat hati na potong rambot. tapi ta jadi
then g raye uma customer2 abah.

pulang saje rumah suda jam 4 lebih
pong pang pong pang
pegi amek rafek the bodyguard and his <3 one
then kami ke rumah lydia
tp sbbkan kekasih hati bodyguard terpaksa pulang awal.
dye hilang pergi hanta kekasihnye.
tggal aku lepak potpetpotpet dgn lydia
berjam2 kami lepak sesame sampaila malam

then
konon na bwk bodyguard g mkn
teringat na g umah k. uzmana. eheee
round2 carik uma. selamat la jumpa.
tgk2 jam da kul 10.30 camtu

gerak pulang
ambil kekasih hati bodyguard
then sampai uma da 11++
aku terus pulang.
sbb malas nak ngadap abah membebel. gaaa -___-"

my itik ,
tian dye bz raye sane cni sampai penat.
it's ur birthday
i hope u had fun today syg ;)
sorry cant be with u.
i'm still hoping u'll come home a.s.a.p
wlupown taw takkan dpt :(
tapela. tade rezeki en. taun dpn cuba lagi :)

p/s: mama. tlg kk kumpul dwet raye lg bole? tade dwet da neh T____T

happy birthday my itik!

hari ini tiba sudah 11september ;)
its your birthday honey.
just wanna wish happy birthday to u.
may god bless u always syg
saye tataw na bg adiah ape kat awak
buat mase ini yg termampu hanya doa yg terbaik utk awak

nnt bile dwet saye da ade
saye bgik adiah kat awak okie syg ;)

and again

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !

raya oh raya

havent update yg last psl blk tu kan.
haaaa. meh na story :)

seawal pagi.
cuci kete then nemankan beliau shopping raya -__-"
and ohh guys. shopping sgt menakutkan. lagi seram dari girlsssss.
and fortunately
he bought me a greenie hoodie. pdi mali. cuz he's pdi user yg tegar. huh!
aku cume mampu terkebil2 sbb tak kaye gitu. hahahaha

then.
aku drive pulang.
SESAT. i repeat SESAT. haha
terlepas simpang.
masuk kl. patah blk. kuwa blk. masuk blk.
at the enddd. jumpe jugak jln pulang
sampai lenguh kaki nahan brake. jln jem mcm tutttt
berbuke dkt kfc di restoghen jejantas sg boo lowh. hahaha. tp mknnye a&w. agaga

then.
itik ku syg tlg drive sampai pulanggg ;)
hantar en.daniel dirumah beliau
then itik bwk pusing lumut. gaaa
then pulang.

haaaa
bosan kan ;)

fer raya?
tade idea lagi.
yang pasti.

hari senin lepas
dikala malam itik temankan dkt kdai abah.
sian dye kebosanan kat sane
tula. ngade lagi na nemankan ;)
ty syg ^^

and tadi bbuke dgn dye n mama
then
dye temankan g giant carik coffee utk esemen.
then dye bwk g lumut lepak tgk bintang
gado2 sket bertikam lidah pasal sape lagi kuat melawan. sape lagi kuat majok. and surprisingly, he already understand me kinda well especially bile aku majok.
haha. sorry syg. i just cant help it. da terbiasa -__-"
then mama da bising2 call
dye bwk g mcd. sbb aku mtk. na choc shake. huuu
tapi tade. akhirnye. konon2 na bwat baek en
belikan utk mama something. and he's hungry too. so dye pown bli la something utk di mkn juge. na spicy tapi tade. funny thing sbb odw blk uma aku ade kfc. and dye baru tingat. nape ta bli ayam kt kfc je. hahahahahahahhaa. and dye menjerit -_-"
then sampai uma dye nemankan tgk tb. sambil aku bwat kuih yg tataw name.
sampai 2am dye pown blk.
tapi sementara na blk tu sempat gado2 lagi. and lambai aje dkt stgh jam. hahahaha
pity him. again!

esok. eh today.
dye na blk kg.
im gonna mish him so much!
kg dye line teruk ya amat!
huhuhu..

tu jela entry yg sgttttt panjang utk raya.
HA HA and HA

p/s: mama. sigh.

pending tasks

oke now
lets see

Alternative process
1. 5 basic editing. sbb ade yg kene reject
2. fantasy
3. architecture

Video and film studies
1. audio mixing by group
2. script for our group short film
3. shooting short film

Photojournalism
1. news/potrait/sports
2. documentary
3. travel photography (final yg telah diberitahu awal)

Commercial and illustration
1. edit still life , product with concept , fashion
2. shoot product with nature, food and bev n b&w and free concept

ETR
that damn proposal. sigh -___-"

sempat ke nak rush.
after cuti kene rush finals.
damn it!

sudah 1 september 2010

mmg cepat mase berlalu neh
sudah 1 september
tarikh tanggal 31ogos dah lepas
ada yang menyambut dgn riang
ada yang sendirian
tapi bg aku
sambutan merdeka mungkin ta perlu disambut begitu
cukup sekadar sedekahkan yassin bg mereka yg memperjuangkan kemerdekaan kita
dan
merdeka kah kita sepertimana mereka?
aku tahu aku tak semerdeka mana. minda aku masih dijajah budaya barat. pakaian aku juga begitu
tetapi aku tetap bgga menjadi rakyat malaysia wlupown ade yg kate labuan bkn sbhgian malaysia. ye ke? =___="

lagi beberapa hari aku akan pulang ke rumah
kali ini aku tak tahu nak expect apa
dah lain sgt
makin teruk
jadi aku rasa mungkin aku hanya akan diamkan diri
atau mengganas bak kata bapak aku
"balik jadi gangster"
dye blom tgk anak dye jadi gangster. nak tgk?
batang besi selamat landing kat betina tu nanti :)

aku blom tahu camne na blk neh nnt
sendirian kah
berteman kah
apa kah
jumaat nnt bru tahu bgaimana -__-"

p/s: camne na mtk dwet nan mama neh. huuu

today dah 28th aug !

mmg cpt btul mase berlalu kan
pejam celik da dekat nak merdeka
haaaa
this time cam 2sem yg lepas
nyambut merdeka di bln ramadhan
cam best
heee

and
another thing that ecxite me
next week either on thurs or fri im heading home
yeayyy !

tapi yg menjadi masalahnye aku terpaksa meredah jln keseorangan
and that sounds scary to me
bak kata org yg bgik ceramah kat ppkp tadi
its all about MINDSET
aite?

p/s: oh mama. erm na import sape2 dr sane turun cni temankan kk blk prk bole? huu

ramadhan arrived :)

pejam celik pejam celik
da ramadhan lagi
this time its totally diff
last time beramai2 kat level
this time 1st ramadhan alone kt uma sewa
2nd day juge alone but its okie
3rd day im home ;)
but still it feels diff

this leads me to feel that
coming eid will changed totally diff
i can feel it already

it is hard to define
im no longer wif him the one that i once love so much
but now im wif someone that appreciate me better. hope so ;)
and my family too
mom and dad
so hard to mention bout them
another thing that i would not like to mention
it broke my heart so badly

p/s : trying to keep myself strong as much as i could .