busy day

dari hari kehari
semakin busy
damnnnn
ass ignment masih byk lagi yg blom settle
bak kata usop
repeat lah. dissmiss lah
oh myyy
tamaww :(

and i need more money
wahai duit
di mana duit?
cepatlah hujan duit
nak menangis sudah ini gara2 duit
jom main 3d nak? haha. 4d ke. aiyark. haram -__-"

huuuuuuuu

will i ever get to grad on time?
will i ever manage to get all of my ass ignment on time?

p/s : syg. pinjam duit bole? huuuu

next pleaseeee

huargghhh
selamat woh arineh
kelas pn dona cancel
ha ha ha

tapi mlgnye kelas en anep lak ta pegi
mamposssss
:(
sorry en anep
wuuuu

btw,
esok pegi shooting kat ulu bendul tuh
gaaaaaa
tataw la camne esok
udah la brg tah pape
soooooo lameee

after agak berjam2 round2
itu je yg dibeli
thennnn
pegi tesco lak
beli ayam aje -__-"
and sushi
oh
hahahahah

hrp2 shooting esok berjalan lancar lah ye
Amin

p/s : hujan duit ade tak?

menakutkan

haaa
bkn ape
esok khamis
equal to kelas pn dona and en anep
kije ta siap lagi.
damnnnnn!
tu je yg scary nye.
hahahahha

tadi
had fun merepek
ade tira
da lame ta lepak dgn dye
heeee

pastu
sampai uma
pown not much yg bole bwat
apekan daye en
uma neh kinda bosan
wlu pown agak fully furnish -__-"

haha
k la
na tdo
mimpi ape pulak mlm neh
hahahahahhha

p/s: oh myyyyy, i need some drugs. help me -__-"

home sweet home. sweet ka?

im back to melaka already
aint that damn sweet
tapi rindu lah jugak kan umah neh
blk uma neh lupe pulak peti ta mcm uma kat perak en
everything adaaa. hahahaha
bukak2 peti.
cish. E M P T Y -___-"

and
biasalah kan bila da blk cni
means
A S S I G N M E N T

alahai
pemalasnya saya
sume pown malas
tape2
sket je lagi
4mggu lagi.
huhuhuh

btw,
to my dearest friends,
eli , usop, faiz and laen2 yg celebrate birthday tu en
H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y
heee

aku ta berniat
tapi terlajak lupe bdae housemate ksygn aku sndrik -__-"
hahahaha
tape2
adiah pending
nnt da ade dwet bgik
ngeeeee

and oh
masalah satu demi satu muncul
batt kete abis
funny aite
then kene saman park kat dlm uitm
utk kesekian kalinya kene jugak
damnnn
selamat lah bile da tanye2 tu uncle tu batalkan saman tu
klu taaa
naye aku neh
wuuuu

k la
perot pown da makin muncets
mkn manyak sgt
siap ade dessert cake arijadi usop lagi enn
hehehe

nite all ;)

p/s: need more money for my finals. donation anyone?

last day in perak

ta bwat ape sgt today
just busy preparing food
untuk mkn2
this time utk kwn2 mama lak
and
he came
teman me
ty my dear itik
eheeeeeee

and then
dye blk
and dtg blk around 12.
gaaa
mkn2 sambil tgk cte grown ups
na dekat kul2
dye kne blk
da lewat en

esok
tataw lagi camne
blk sendiri

entry kali neh
rase sgt empty
cuz
i'll be leaving this place again
i dont really bother bout that
mungkin sbb i have to leave him again
makes me feel like errr
sigh
benci la rindu2 neh
saket ati
wuuuu :(
nvm la nnt blk jumpe lagi en :)

p/s: aiyarkkk. life is boreddd :(

17th already

kejap je mase berlalu
dah 17th equal to another friday.
and makin dkt dgn hari na blk mlake dah
today just kemas2 uma
then dpt invitation dr akram. ke open house dye
then on9 ade seha nye invitation plak en

siap2 sume around 6++ gitu pegi amek en itik kesayangan saye
then kami terus ke rumah akram
we do fight alot en kblkgn neh
im tired la syg
selamat ta lame
then okie blk

after that gerak pegi uma seha
then
ntah nape
dont feel really good there
mcm na blah aje
namo stay lelame
mcm ade satu perasaan pelik
huhu
gosh!

then
ara ajak g uma kwn dye
sume da kumpul
tbe2 ta jadi
then gerak g lumut
and there we go again
gado lagi
gaaa
lawaknye
bole lak aku tertido lam gado2 tu
sesak nafas kot
baring2
taw2
zzzzz

and
kinda
amek mase jugak
utk baek blk
then
sbb da janji nan ma na blk awal
ta la awal mane
still 12 something gak
g anta dye ke dj sitiawan
then blk

haha
bosan kan today?

wlu byk gado
but still
im happy
cuz dpt jumpe u
sok blum tentu dpt jumpe cuz bz
then
ahad b na blk da
:(
gonna mishyu so muchie syg

p/s: bole ta kurangkan mara2 tu. i had enuf of it. penat la!

seharian sakan beraya ;)

as they planned,
around 2.30 gitu kumpul
tapi sbbkan kete najeb usak.
lalu kami terpaksa amek najeb n eza skali gerak
1st stop uma nurdiya. eheee
kinda cam crowded cuz. tah
sume familiar face tp well biaselah kan
ade yg lepak dlm ade yg lepak luar

then pegi uma farhana
parents dye tade.
tp kami beraya jugak.
ha ha ha
pastu pegi uma najeb.
haaa. meriah2.
i loikeeee ;)

then pegi uma ayob.
sementara tggu turn
then tbe2 ma suggest utk bwat je mkn2 trus tonight
sooo
ape lagi
aku dgn my itik syg pegi la beli brg
then blk rushing masak.
dekat kul9 jugak bru siap. huuu

tp dowg g raye uma am if not mistaken
then katenye uma mursyed
then uma seha. kott
last stop my house :)

agak crowded jugak laa
uma kecik je kan
heee
tapi
agak puas ati ar.
tataw la sedap ke idak ke aku masak
pki hentam je
tp if habis tu
janji bole telan la kan?
ngeee ;)

thanks guys sbb dtg uma aku
if ta bwat mlm neh ntah bile na bwat
maw tggu taun dpn
ha ha ha

k la,
nga tggu itik call.
wuwu
and then na zzzz ^^

p/s: huhu, na jln2 nan itik kwek2. na blk mlake da neh :(

rabu, 15th sept 2010

harineh dye kate dye blk,
i've been waiting fer hours
waiting fer him.
mcm maw gila suda

finally dkt kul5 aku decided kuwa uma
g ghaye uma fara. dye jemput
then gerak g oldtown jumpe xyhunt and the gang
sape lg if bkn ali. and ade tira wif her boyfie and their friends
lpstu dowg ajk g karok
and he txt me gtaw gerak pulang suda
dlm hati punye la happy ;)

then p.adek lak blanje tgk movie.
hahahahaha
lyn jela kann.
dye da dpt permission ma n abah
then abis je movie trus g mah xyhunt blk.
amek dye n ali. pastu amree lak muncul -__-"

ma xyhunt ta bgik dye g lumut.
lalu kami pergi ke mcd.
lepak smbg2 kat kete si amree tu dkt 45min gitu
then pggil liyas dtg
and finally sume nek kete amree dan kami pusing2.
at the end sesat di marina island

tgkap pnye tgkap gamba sampai batt aku abis. sengal dowg
around 11.45 camtu suddenly he called and ask me where i am
aku gtaw la kan aku kat marina island. dan2 dye suh tggu je diam2 kat situ
suda la da janji na anta si xyhunt before 12
and aku jugak kene anta sbb ma dye wiso
sampai je dye
dgn muke yg agak moody
and
smmgnye mlgnye gado lak.
sigh
bru jumpe. da gado pulak

g mcd
then.
silent
long pause
sampai la xyhunt settle then aku anta dye blk
aku txt dye. katenye kat dj sitiawan.
so i drove there
wlupown taw da lewat -__-"

siap gado lagi
and gado lagi
and lagi
1st time
dpn mata
dye mara camtu
ikutkan ati
na nangis
sgt2
tapi sbb ade akram ara n faizal
ta jadi
damn it!
amek mase yg agak lame.
utk pujuk dye blk
huhu
im so sorry syg :(

aku na sgt gtaw dye happy anniversary
aku da plan
jumpe je dye na kate happ anniversary
tapi da gado
ta jadi lah
then ntah camne
aku ckp gak kat dye
tp sedih la jugak kan
sbb
ta seperti yg dirancang :(

esok
i hope we'll be better.
hope so
see u tomorrow then.
eh
today :)

p/s: dont be mad at me da ea syg ;) ly!

what to doooo :)

i'd like to tell u
happy 4th month anniversary
tapi. nvm lah
kite gado lagi.
not exactly gado.
tp ntah
sort of jugak la kan
sampai ta pasal2 b jerit dlm bathroom.
bole plak u ske kan syg? sepak kangggg~
la la la

tbe2 u ta jadi blk today kann
sedey ohhh
tp bwat2 je tabah neh
sbb u da mara2
ta ske u mara2 :(
tape t u blk kite jumpe ea syg

oh. khamis abah na g ipoh
then.
kwn ajak serbu uma kwn2 skola lak khamis jugak
fara ajak g raye uma kema n sahir khamis jugak
berbelah bahagi hati ini
-___-"

anddd
ass ignment blom bwat lagi
damnnnn
tade idea la sengal!
shiettt.
sudahla
ta larat aku na pk
bole migrain aku 24/7

k la,
itik da call.
na sambung potpetpotpet nan dye ;)

p/s: aiyaaaaa.. how now? saba sajala kan.

14 september 2010

Today is 14th September.

Aku tersalah hantar msg kat kau

Kau tanye aku

Ade ape dgn 14th?

Aku malas na jwb ape ade dgn 14th tu

Yg aku taw. Da 4bulan : )

Sedikit sebanyak aku masih cuba pelajari kehidupan baru aku

Belajar ttg ngkau. Kate org trime seadanya.

So, im learning to accept u the way u are ;)

Ty fer still being with me. 4 months of painful moments I gave u

Yet, u still give me so much sweet memories and try to make me happy. Over and over again

Ade mase kau tanye aku. Ape lagi yg aku nak. Ape lagi yg kurang. Ape lagi yg salah.

Ta byk yg aku mtk. To be with u. tu je. Aku mgkin kasar kat kau. Tp, hey aku syg kau ^^

Happy 4th month anniversary syg. Love u my dear itik. Kwek kwek. Ngeheeee

p/s: mama, nnt itik blk bole ye kk kuwa mlm lg? janji ta blk lambat da : )

3rd eid

today,
spending more time
missing you even more :)

da na dkt maghrib bru kuwa jumpe rafique the bodyguard and his wifey
kami pegi lepak kat lumut.
mereka sgt sweet. saya jealous :)
klu itik ade mesti besh ^^

kami kemudian pergi oldtown.
mommy da jnji na bgik adiah kat rafique.
tp dye ta sempat jumpe mama
on behalf of her aku belanja dlu. claim back later. he he he

akram joined us. then ara
we went to the place that they called "lumut blkg" -___-"
lepak dan lepak
mereka sibuk bermanja manjaan
aku sibuk bertikam lidah lagi dgn dye. smpai batt hp aku habis
taw la call free kan syg -__-"
ha ha ha

then mama call mara
cuz it's already latee.
sorry mom, sorry dad.
kakak bkn bwat slalu.
i just wanna hang out.
thats all.
klu org pandang serong
it's ppl's opinion
i cant stop them.

home at 2.30 am.
i cant sleep
i'm still missing u
aku cube tgk camprock2 yg aku donlod smlm
sambil2 tu.
mengadu kat abg.
hey abg, igt tak ko kate aku kerek la. ape la
but we're good now kan?
thanks fer the advice
feeling much better
and oh, thanks fer calling :)

jam skrg tunjuk kul5.20
i'm still awake
and still missing u hunn
da habis cite camprock2
and somehow
i feel motivated -___-"
untuk siapkan ass ignment yg menimbun
and start to think
how to make this relationship aint as complicated as it used to be
i hope it'll work out :)

p/s: mama kate, esok jan kuwa dah. oh no. tp nnt muhammad hafiz blk bole tak kk na kuwa nan dye? kk jnji kk blk awal :)

hari raya ke2

suda masuk raya ke2
mama dah selamat sampai di johor.
left me n my dad
nemankan abah ke kedai around 1pm
then niat hati na potong rambot. tapi ta jadi
then g raye uma customer2 abah.

pulang saje rumah suda jam 4 lebih
pong pang pong pang
pegi amek rafek the bodyguard and his <3 one
then kami ke rumah lydia
tp sbbkan kekasih hati bodyguard terpaksa pulang awal.
dye hilang pergi hanta kekasihnye.
tggal aku lepak potpetpotpet dgn lydia
berjam2 kami lepak sesame sampaila malam

then
konon na bwk bodyguard g mkn
teringat na g umah k. uzmana. eheee
round2 carik uma. selamat la jumpa.
tgk2 jam da kul 10.30 camtu

gerak pulang
ambil kekasih hati bodyguard
then sampai uma da 11++
aku terus pulang.
sbb malas nak ngadap abah membebel. gaaa -___-"

my itik ,
tian dye bz raye sane cni sampai penat.
it's ur birthday
i hope u had fun today syg ;)
sorry cant be with u.
i'm still hoping u'll come home a.s.a.p
wlupown taw takkan dpt :(
tapela. tade rezeki en. taun dpn cuba lagi :)

p/s: mama. tlg kk kumpul dwet raye lg bole? tade dwet da neh T____T

happy birthday my itik!

hari ini tiba sudah 11september ;)
its your birthday honey.
just wanna wish happy birthday to u.
may god bless u always syg
saye tataw na bg adiah ape kat awak
buat mase ini yg termampu hanya doa yg terbaik utk awak

nnt bile dwet saye da ade
saye bgik adiah kat awak okie syg ;)

and again

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !

raya oh raya

havent update yg last psl blk tu kan.
haaaa. meh na story :)

seawal pagi.
cuci kete then nemankan beliau shopping raya -__-"
and ohh guys. shopping sgt menakutkan. lagi seram dari girlsssss.
and fortunately
he bought me a greenie hoodie. pdi mali. cuz he's pdi user yg tegar. huh!
aku cume mampu terkebil2 sbb tak kaye gitu. hahahaha

then.
aku drive pulang.
SESAT. i repeat SESAT. haha
terlepas simpang.
masuk kl. patah blk. kuwa blk. masuk blk.
at the enddd. jumpe jugak jln pulang
sampai lenguh kaki nahan brake. jln jem mcm tutttt
berbuke dkt kfc di restoghen jejantas sg boo lowh. hahaha. tp mknnye a&w. agaga

then.
itik ku syg tlg drive sampai pulanggg ;)
hantar en.daniel dirumah beliau
then itik bwk pusing lumut. gaaa
then pulang.

haaaa
bosan kan ;)

fer raya?
tade idea lagi.
yang pasti.

hari senin lepas
dikala malam itik temankan dkt kdai abah.
sian dye kebosanan kat sane
tula. ngade lagi na nemankan ;)
ty syg ^^

and tadi bbuke dgn dye n mama
then
dye temankan g giant carik coffee utk esemen.
then dye bwk g lumut lepak tgk bintang
gado2 sket bertikam lidah pasal sape lagi kuat melawan. sape lagi kuat majok. and surprisingly, he already understand me kinda well especially bile aku majok.
haha. sorry syg. i just cant help it. da terbiasa -__-"
then mama da bising2 call
dye bwk g mcd. sbb aku mtk. na choc shake. huuu
tapi tade. akhirnye. konon2 na bwat baek en
belikan utk mama something. and he's hungry too. so dye pown bli la something utk di mkn juge. na spicy tapi tade. funny thing sbb odw blk uma aku ade kfc. and dye baru tingat. nape ta bli ayam kt kfc je. hahahahahahahhaa. and dye menjerit -_-"
then sampai uma dye nemankan tgk tb. sambil aku bwat kuih yg tataw name.
sampai 2am dye pown blk.
tapi sementara na blk tu sempat gado2 lagi. and lambai aje dkt stgh jam. hahahaha
pity him. again!

esok. eh today.
dye na blk kg.
im gonna mish him so much!
kg dye line teruk ya amat!
huhuhu..

tu jela entry yg sgttttt panjang utk raya.
HA HA and HA

p/s: mama. sigh.

pending tasks

oke now
lets see

Alternative process
1. 5 basic editing. sbb ade yg kene reject
2. fantasy
3. architecture

Video and film studies
1. audio mixing by group
2. script for our group short film
3. shooting short film

Photojournalism
1. news/potrait/sports
2. documentary
3. travel photography (final yg telah diberitahu awal)

Commercial and illustration
1. edit still life , product with concept , fashion
2. shoot product with nature, food and bev n b&w and free concept

ETR
that damn proposal. sigh -___-"

sempat ke nak rush.
after cuti kene rush finals.
damn it!

sudah 1 september 2010

mmg cepat mase berlalu neh
sudah 1 september
tarikh tanggal 31ogos dah lepas
ada yang menyambut dgn riang
ada yang sendirian
tapi bg aku
sambutan merdeka mungkin ta perlu disambut begitu
cukup sekadar sedekahkan yassin bg mereka yg memperjuangkan kemerdekaan kita
dan
merdeka kah kita sepertimana mereka?
aku tahu aku tak semerdeka mana. minda aku masih dijajah budaya barat. pakaian aku juga begitu
tetapi aku tetap bgga menjadi rakyat malaysia wlupown ade yg kate labuan bkn sbhgian malaysia. ye ke? =___="

lagi beberapa hari aku akan pulang ke rumah
kali ini aku tak tahu nak expect apa
dah lain sgt
makin teruk
jadi aku rasa mungkin aku hanya akan diamkan diri
atau mengganas bak kata bapak aku
"balik jadi gangster"
dye blom tgk anak dye jadi gangster. nak tgk?
batang besi selamat landing kat betina tu nanti :)

aku blom tahu camne na blk neh nnt
sendirian kah
berteman kah
apa kah
jumaat nnt bru tahu bgaimana -__-"

p/s: camne na mtk dwet nan mama neh. huuu