close to the final

step by step
now that we're closer to the final
tomorrow is our preview of the INSAF and ANGELS KAMPUNG short film

now everyone is rushing to get the posters and other things done
the making and sorts is in the progress
rush rush rush everyone!

and i'm here dont know what to do
or what can i do to help this group of people

all i can do and i am doing now is sitting in the corner
watching them in progress

honestly for the moment i dont feel like i'm part of them
and i feel like getting away from here
dont feel so good
with this headache and nausea
seriously i want to make myself disappear for the moment

just break me apart
torn me in two
too late to say i'm sorry
and yes i feel useless