for you

i know
i'm just another girl
very clumsly
never think before i do anything
always regret things that i've done
yeap
that's me

u came into my life
makes me happy
recently
we fight alot
everyday
and we're getting colder each day
i know its my fault

i used to be your everything
that is what u told me
its my pleasure dear
anything just for you :)

14 may 2010
already
226 days
37 weeks
6288 hours
377,280 minutes
22,636,800 seconds

wow, macam lama sgt ja bila tgk angka tu sume kan?
tapi now u dont want me already and erm
hey, do you remember masa yang kita jalan together
we had fun kan?
kannnn?
ke tak?
erm we had a good start this year
baru na sebulan pun
tapi makin teruk pulak jadinya
i know our situation now its getting harder
and u dont want me anymore da terseksa sgt kan
im sorry to make u feel like that

i still love you
seriously i do
i have no rights to change your decision
or ask you to stay
but i do want you to stay

can i pretend that i just had i nightmare :/

hey muhammad hafiz
i love you lah
i dont need others
so please
stay?

30january :)

first of all
i'd like to say thanks to ibu rossi
iaitu ibu pada kiah
heheh
thanks sbb tnjukkan jln pulang smlm
and belanja makan
and bgik tumpang tido satu malam :)

semalam ta update
malas
huuu
soooo
rineh je la kan storymory :P

haaa
da dekat rumah da ni
walau masih kecewa
siasia ja sume aku settlekan
mentahmentah kena reject
tapelah
da mmg tugas dye untuk reject ape yg aku bwat
aku terima dgn redha jela
tapi masalahnye
senin mggu lagi satu da preview
mesti aku kena hentam teruk gila :(

well
tadi mama bawak g tesco
yeayy dpt pegi tesco baru
HAHAH
macam taperna jejak
fact tadi penuh gila
rimas aku
ape sume org tu taperna pegi tesco ke
duuuhhh

then konon ma na blanje makan kat chicken rice shop
tapi lembaaaap
ya rabbi
last aku ajak mama g chef noodle house
settle
and before tu
mase kat tesco
aku try la timbang2 thingy tu
okay wait
tinggi aku 146 je?
wth?
bukan 147?
HAHAH
and berat masih lagi kekal 57
huuu

akan usaha turunkan lagi
ngeeee
:')

28january yang cam haremmmm

huhuh
today agak agak malang ah
and tiring
huuuuu
sgt terokkkkkkk

yang proceed kena reject.
sangaaaat sad
:/
kena reshoot
tape, tabahkan diri okayyyy
best en
tape tape
teruskan usaha
usaha kan tangga kejayaan
en en en?

weeee
haaa
kesian kiah errr
drive dari semban terusss sampai ke klang di uma kediaman beliau
thanks ibu rossi sbb belanja saya makan
sedap
heheh
haaa kiah
masih mahu kete manual?
heheh
dont worry kete laen mesti okay punya.
just my car tu je da tua
da ta larat na lenjan lelaju
heheh :P

haaaa
kiah da tido
dye nantok dan sgt penat
huhuh
and me?
not sleepy yet
mau skype
tapi kena tggu
soooo
movie time
heeee

xoxo
miss you
tggu ea i blk
tatata

27january2011 hell busy!

rineh shoot self portrait
aku tatau nape
tiap kali da ada lam studio idea terus hilang
huuuuu

rineh busy kesana kemari
beli itu beli ini
licin duit aku!
perghhh
tggal 4rat untuk sampai hujung sem!
naya aku weh!
:((

huuu
k la
mau rest!
esok lagi busy

26january2011 ohhh busy day!

kannn
da gtau smlm kan today akan jadi sgt busy
in deed sgt busy
wuhuuu
sgt memenatkan
dengan hujan
bertambah sejuk
selamat lah ptg tu ujan da benti en
huhu

lepastu kannn
cane na kate
da try shoot
tapi idea mcm ilang
mcm tanak dtg lak
shieeeetttttt
en en?

huhu
esok another busy day
OMG!
huhu
tapelah
teruskan bertahan untuk another day :)

k la
gotta rest :)

25january2011

haa
rineh
sbb tade kelas kan awal pagi
tidur lama sikit
plus kul8 baru na tido
mane ta nye
kul1 bru bgn. hahah
ta senonoh kan?
bgn2 mandi2 then amek apple pegi kelas
on the way tu mkn sebiji. huuu

then sampai2 kelas
men game
hahah
sbb kelas ni more to games
tapi yg involve communicate
huuu
had fun

pong pang pong pang
tgk jam
naaaahh
dah kul5 lebih
meeting untuk phototalk after naek cuti nnt
tapi mcm terkejut
sbb group kitorg yg 2nd.
huuu
gugup!
:(

before blk sggah bilik deena
usha baju dye
na jumpe anne
tapi dye tade
huuu
moga esok aku berjaya siapkan sume assignment aku
yg dalam list lah.
dari kul10-12-2-4 nonstop!
melepet jugak aku ni
huuuu

then khamis ada la 8-10 untuk self potrait lak
damnnnn

okaylah
i need rest

and
erm
i feel alone

nite

bad day again

today sangat rush
i havent sleep
erm
things happen

and
yeah
things happen

may i just close my eyes?
FOREVER?

23january2011 oh ahad yangggg...

today,
bgn2 da tgahari
then sambung tgk movie
then mandi
masak dan makan
quacker oat je. quick simple healthy meal
i guess :)

then
sambung mencari ilham
more idea
and more idea
tapi sampai sekarang blum dtg ilham aku na sketch
alaaaa
aku ni da la lemah tang lukeh2
ta suke la
tapi kena jugak
now da 4.30am.
still belum mula sketch
mau tidur
tapi mata blum ngantuk
class at 8.30
and im in rush actually

list to be done!!

ADVERT
straight product shot
product with concept(still life)
product with model

FASHION
self potrait
advertorial islamic/heritage/contemporary(with model)
editorial (love affection)

okay
aku belum mula sketch
ini sgt bahaya
i think
i should start now
:)