better to or better dont?

i've been thinking
wwhat should i do after my muet paper?
erm
classmates with their bbq planning
tapi ta sure bile settle.

sewa rumah jalan aje
maybe i should just stay there
carik kerja kan
huhuhu

tapi dimane ye?
i should start concern bout that now i guess

nanti macam2 lagi kena kata
ta larat lah macam neh

:(

goodbye facebook :)

its been awhile
that i planned to close my fb acc
and i finally made it
not exactly delete the acc
just deactivate it

i dont think i need it for a moment
atleast till i think that i still need my fb acc
so much memories there
and all of my friends that i manage to gather
from my primary school
and few long lost friend as well

and truth that i learned from it
and all of the dramas
funny tho

i knew he will be very angry
i guess
or he'll be happy i did that :)

so
this is it
goodbye facebook

feeling down :(

well.
aku ta caye aku akan menulis pasal neh
aku tataw na cite kat sape
and na simpan pown berat
mungkin bole lepaskan kat sini :)

recently,
aku perasan
few ppl yg perna satu ketika dlu okay dgn aku
tbe2 da del aku dr fb
ade yg aku taw sbbnye
ade yg ta
and yg ta pasti knape

aku taw sume salah aku
sebab aku da byk susahkan dowg
hurm
bkn aku nak jadi mcmtu
sampai bile la kan aku neh asyik na nyusahkan org je kan
aku taw aku neh ta gune :(

i dont have much friends
seriously
bole kira pakai jari
i dont have a super super bff to share everything
yg dtg dan pergi tu ramai lah
how i wish i have one
sorang pown jadi lah

cukuplah jadi anak tunggal
kawan yg btul2 rapat pown takde
what a life
klu aku jenis bole dpt aje sume yg aku na
tu laen la cite kan :)

hair cut!

dari haritu lagi nak potong rambut
ta juge potong2
finally last wed aku potong jugak.
miahahaha
and the outcome!
ka-chinggg!
abah kate macam cartoon -__-"
rambut yg sikit dan dahi yang sangaaaat luas neh
hahaha
mmg lawak
tapi
layan jaaa :P

home again :)

i'm home again
this time ditemani bob ;)
Alhamdulillah ta sesat.
yehuuuu!

and sekembalinye di rumah mama masakkan lunch
kebetulan perot mmg tga lapar pulak kan
sedap lah. dpt ketam masak lemak cili tak berapi. mmg feel habis :D

then hantar bob pulang.
special thanks to muhammad hafiz a.k.a mr itik sbb antakan
sbb hakikatnye aku mmg da ta larat sesangat drive
hanye mampu bawa diri nemankan anta si bob
sudahlah dye bwk kete dye -__-"
ty sgt3 okay bb :)

then blk je uma mandi2.
then nemankan dye makan.
ahahah
tapi sumpah sgt talarat.
na memotong mknn tu pown ta larat
sampai dye kate aku men2 lak
awchhh
hahahha

then,
today ikot mama g kdai abah
act
sbb mama malas drive
so dye serahkan diri nek sang kancil pinkish aku
ahahahahah

mama potong rambut
aku degil potong jugak lah
skrg dah rimas
hahaha. padan muka! bluekkkk

esok na trim lagi
then rebond. ntah ape rupe lah jadinye
cam seram je :(
tgkla en ^^

wish i have more time to hang out
and so on
cause kejap je blk neh
13th ade paper muet lagi
blom settle lagi sebenarnye :)

wish me luck guys :)
and good luck to all of my friends too

p/s: bb, sikensop lagi jom!

close to the final

step by step
now that we're closer to the final
tomorrow is our preview of the INSAF and ANGELS KAMPUNG short film

now everyone is rushing to get the posters and other things done
the making and sorts is in the progress
rush rush rush everyone!

and i'm here dont know what to do
or what can i do to help this group of people

all i can do and i am doing now is sitting in the corner
watching them in progress

honestly for the moment i dont feel like i'm part of them
and i feel like getting away from here
dont feel so good
with this headache and nausea
seriously i want to make myself disappear for the moment

just break me apart
torn me in two
too late to say i'm sorry
and yes i feel useless

kecurian lagi!

22october2010
peristiwa hitam bersejarah bwat alia and apit
apit hilang lappy, hd, dan wang tunai.
alia hilang lappy, broadband dan memory camera yang baru beli.

lokasi ; parking tesco berhadapan melaka sentral
masa ; lebih kurang 3.50pm++ (terjadi lebih kurang 20min+-)

mende klu na jadi
sekelip mata je kan
aku rase bersalah kat dowg sbb lappy tu ilg lam kete aku
pintu da lock
tapi tah camne bole ilg jugak
dowg letak kat bawah seat tu je
alia cabut batt lappy. tapi apit ta
maybe sbbtu org tu dpt detect.
plus, sah2 la kan tgk sticker student.
mmg dowg usha habis la kan
sighhhhh

skrg,
aku berharap
dowg dpt blk lappy tu
serta brg2 yg hilg tu
syg yg sgt
kerja bersem2.
kenangan bersem2.
portfolio
hilang begitu sahaja

oleh itu, pesanan buat sahabat semua
janlah tggalkan lappy lam kete
klu na tggal pown cabut batt
and jan simpan kat seat. mudah nampak.
huuu
sekian cerita utk hari ini.
penat

p/s : semua na emo2 bebel pasal mnde neh mcm aku yg ilg lappy lak -___-" why mee

my final

dah lama ta update
busy lately
bukan mmg selalu busy ke?
hahahahha

finals almost settled.
kerja pn dona dah hantar.
Alhamdulillah.
da settle satu beban.

ETR juge dah settle. yeay!

yang tinggal sekarang belum settle,
final album utk advert
kerja2 untuk video and film study
yang audio mix and short film.

mulanya aku plan na blk rumah
tapi
lepas apa yang dah jadi
lagi kena tuduh berjoli dgn duit yang parents aku bg kat aku
nnt klu aku ulang alik blk
lagi sshkan dowg lagi
so
perhaps aku lebih baik stay cni je
takdelah sshkan dowg kene bg duit byk2 kali kat aku kan?

nnt aku kena mtk 200 lagi untuk byr sewa rumah ni
and untuk bayar duit api and air lagi

aku gurau2 dgn kwn aku
jadi gro la mcmni kan
hahahahahahhaah
klu nak carik sugardaddy pown
ade ke yg nak kat aku neh?
wooooot :P

mungkin aku belum terdesak tahap situ

p/s: mungkin aku boleh cuba mkn megi satu bungkus tu utk 4kali mkn. langkah berjimat cermat :)