pilihan sukar

i know i know .
its not easy to get over everything that happened .
i'm the one who eager so much for the truth . then when i found out .
it hurts alot . i'm still healing tho . keep holding on . STILL .

ahh . lupekan aje . lupekan . pls .
kepercayaan tu penting kan ?
HAHAHA

satu demi satu berita yg tak brape mggembirakan .
mengecewakan . tp terpaksa terima juga . tak mengapelah syg ;)

last weekend u told me u're coming back .
so i said . i'll wait for u . i miss u so damn much . i do :(
suddenly . u tell me that u're not coming back this weekend .
KECEWA LAGI . itu je yg ade dlm hati .
u said u're sorry . sorry for making me sad again . i said it's okay . but u know it's not true . kan syg . tp takpela . nnt jumpe jugak .
cume . .
NTAH BILE LA KAN :(

lately u're too busy .
with all the trips . and events .
rutin tipikal pelajar kolej . takpe . b paam . sometimes b pown camtu kan syg :)
tambah bile ade jawatan . lagilah busy aje . still . b paam lagi .
tp . bile ade peluang bole blk . knape syg tanak blk ?
yelah . musim hujan kan skrg . b pown tanak pape jd kt sha odw blk cni .

sha mtk b pegi sane jumpe sha .
camne b nk pegi ?
dgn sape ?
b nk sgt pegi sane .
sha pown nk sgt b g sane .
sha janji if b g sane sha nk bwk b pegi tgk kolej sha . tmpt sha salu lpk . umah sha .
b takut nk mtk tlg kwn2 sha .
bkn sbb b segan atau ape . kwn2 sha . kwn2 b jugak . dr skolah lagi kite same2 .
tp . b takut nnt sha mara dkt dowg lak .
sha mara b rapat dgn dowg . after all they all are guys . b paam .
plus . b rase mcm tak brape slesa klu sha xde n b dgn dowg .
b tanak t sha pk yg bukan2 .

erm . k la syg .
b da tataw nk bwat ape lagi dah .
if b ade t'salah kate ke .
menyakitkan hati sha . b mtk maaf .
b syg sha sgt2 <33
b syg sha infinity n 4eva too syg :)
like u always said . takde sape yg mng . yg ade saling syg menyayangi . i'll keep that syg . i'll always keep that in my mind . thanks syg :)

p/s : b nk sgt jumpe syg . syg jela blk cni . bole ? :(

terlalu merindui ;
theDibaLukaDuka