8march 2011 the end :(

suddenly
masuk txt kat phone
i was hoping
"night"
or
"love you"

but
erm
instead of that
he said
"pretend that im died"

simple
and
yeah
simple
that's how he leave me
he said he's tired of me
dah tanak amek tau
and mls nak layan
erm
:(
after all the time i've been waiting
and
erm

yeah
i went out
to 7e
bought myself vanilla coke
go back home
then went out again to the sea
around 5am
and do some crazy thing
lucky that im not dead
yeah
plain lucky
got back home at 8am
shower then to class
sbelum ke kelas
aku telan 6biji paracetamol
dan 4biji actifast
ha
stupid headache
total of 10biji ubat tahan sakit
tak jadi apa pun

okaylah
dah jumpe doc tadi
time to sleep
more med.
thanks doc :)