8march 2011 my 1st day without you :(

erm,
totally hard
i know i've done something stupid
ape yg aku pk?
drive ke pantai sorang diri
jam5pagi?
boleh lak duduk kat situ
menunggu
sampai ke cerah
berendam?

okay,
if pape jadi kan susah
and
ape nak jadi?
menelan paracetamol 6 biji dan actifast 4biji?
tak hebat pun
sakit pun tak hilang
kan?

tapi
seriously
empty
sangat
i miss you
everyday i do
but now
i miss you even more
tapi lagi sakit
i cant tell you that i miss you
why

kenapa bila sayang
mesti jadi gini :(

and and
erm
yeah
i miss you
alot
i know
u mesti benci i sangat sekarang
it's okay
i tau i sape
tak layak untuk u
not good enough for u
im sorry da byk membebankan u

u tanak i ganggu u dah
okay
i ta ganggu u dah
tapi
jyeah
i will always be here
heee
u bukan baca pun blog ni
jadi
tak salah kan
if i tulis kat sini
i love you
heheh
take care sayang

one day,
if u found someone that u really love
treat her right
pamper her
talk to her nicely
listen to her
alah, tak perlu ajar
u know how to
just
kalau boleh
kekalkan lah
jan cepat sangat bosan nye

he took 5years to realise that he's bored with me
you took about 5month to show that u're tired of me

awak ni panas baran lah
ngeee
tapi tapi tapi
tape
again
i love you
hee
oh,
will never forget
night sayang,
sleep tite
sweet dreams
:)

okaylah,
might be my last entry
dont know what else i'll be up to later
kepala ta btul -.-"
tata