9march 2011 again

everything that i see
reminds me of you

every scent
reminds me of you

every place
reminds me of you

i hate to stay in this house
i hate every road i take
i hate almost everything here

because everything
reminds me of you

how am i suppose to be strong like this?
i know i should've
but i just couldn't

harineh sudah jam8 baru dpt tido
i miss you :(
and erm
ke studio sebentar
yeah
technical problem
buat i give up nak buat
if ade you
at least you will tell me
"its okay sayang, just do it, you're the best"
sekarang, siapa nak cakap camtu kat i?
sape nak bagi semangat kat i?
sape yang nak bebelkan i?
sape yang nak marahkan i?
sape yang nak amek tau pasal i?
sape yang nak cakap "you're the best" tho i know that i'm not?
you je yang akan cakap camtu kat b okay
only you

i know,
ape yang i buat sekarang ni
langsung
tak baik untuk diri i sendiri
jaga diri pun tanak walaupun i da janji dengan you that i will
tapi, honestly. this house. makes me insane
duduk diam tak sampai 1minit
pun dah cukup untuk buat i nangis
tidur ditemani bantal yang basah gara gara air mata i
still thinking of you
tho you asked me not to
you're my everything
i stare at my phone
hoping for you to text tho i know you will not
and i'm still here waiting for you

oh ye,
today pegi phototalk
group syeera,jannah, usop, daniel dgn kazen ariff johan si izhar n lapah
fun la jugak
dapat choki choki
you nak?
ingat tak dulu
i cakap i nak choki choki
then
dulu i kuar mesti ada choki choki
and you pernah bagik choki choki kat b
so sweet of you
:')

erm tengok,
choki choki pun ade kenangan dengan you
everything.
how am i suppose to forget
nak lupekan sesaat pun tak boleh
walaupun kepala sarat dgn pelbagai masalah
tapi otak i ni macam dah save one special space for you
automatically will think bout you
tak kira waktu
atau tempat
erm

okaylah,
i better sleep now.
its late already
i havent pack my stuff,
and masih ada work yang belum settle lagi ni
i'll continue later :)

hey you,
night tau awak
macam biasa
saya sayang awak
tidur yang nyenyak okay
jaga diri elok elok
makan ubat
dah baik demam boleh lah kerja kan :)
good luck with that
i know you can

k la,
assalamualaikum